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It was a suprisingly windy day compared to what the weather man said, but who listens to the weather man these days, eh? I was going up town, i decided i'd at least to try and look half decent today. Although i couldn't imagine anyone thinking that to their self,let sjsut say my fashion isn't exactly fashionable, just different. You woldn't catch my dead in any type of skirt or dress, never mind anything flowery, it just seems to physically burn my eyes. Dark colours are more me. All dark. Dark everywhere,big black hair, black and red make-up, plain dark t-shirts, skinny jeans, biker boots and neon nails. Typical goth i suppose i guess your thinking, huh? Hm, i guess your right. But i don't see why i should try and dress up to express my personality, who really gives a ****? I know i dont. Not after everybody knocks me down when i tried to build my confidence back up. I prefered to blend in with the crowd, even though made myself blend in with a pretty strange one.